novelll!!! Siti Rosmizah~

ak tau kewujudan novel ni dr majalah Remaja n i've try to find it. finally ak dh jmpa n ak syg sgt2 kat 2novel ak nie..hehe

serius ak ckp novel ni mmg best.. kisah cinta yg sgt tragis.. ak ni mmg kaki novel tp xpnh da feeling smpai nk nangis2 kalu bc novel tp ak kalah bila bc novel nie..ak mengalirkan air mata bila bc novel nie..huhuhu...jatuh ayu ak..haha..citer sal Aleya n Syed Adam Aizril. kena tgkp khalwat n kahwin n bla.bla.bla..sdey kalu nk citer blk..huhu..hah kalu nak tau Siti Rosmizah dpt ilham nk wat novel ni dr mimpi..amazing kan??

hah yg ni pon sma. novel ke2 yg wat ak nangis..aishh~ kalu tau kat Sinchan mmg sure kena gelak dgn dia kaw2 pny.. citer ni sal Farisya n Farish..cute names..kahwin atas dasar cinta tp byk halangan sbb da komplot yg nk menghancurkan perkahwinan diaowg..jahat btol la kan..hhuhuhu..

Last word =) kawan ak kata Siti Rosmizah ni suka wat novel yg sgt2 tragis n hiperbola.fuhh..mmg sdey kalu bc novel2 dia..hahahaha..jgn ngis cam ak sudah ekk.. =p

novelll!!!! Syud~

Syud pny novel lebih kurang cam Hlovate gak tp dia da gaya yg tersendiri..

ni buah tgn sulung dia.mmg best sal Dhiya Nurlisa n Azril Mustaufi..haha..ak sampai adores gila kat Azril ni sbb dia mmg cool n selamba n sweet..haha..overall mmg best novel ni n bcz of diz i've become her fan.. ;)

dlm novel pelangi ni ak xingt tajuk pe tp citer dia best sal kepercayaan terhadap org yg kita syg,even bercinta slps kahwin..huhu

haha..Tas Merah Jambu mmg best sbb Nisa admires Adif dlm diam n Adif pon admire Nisa dlm diam since 1st time jumpa. luv at 1st sight r ni..haha..Nisa kalu jmpa jer Adif ni tros jd kaku,keras, n kalu org len tgk mst ckp dia ni sombong n xda perasaan lgsg kat Adif nie..tp sbnrnya Nisa ni malu..haha..so sweet~

buah tgn terbaru Syud.xbeli lagi n xbc lagi so xley nk komen byk2..hehe

last words :-) owh novel terbaru dia Teja Aulia blom dipublishkan ag..hehe..

novel!!! hlovate~

dulu aku ingat novel hlovate ni boring tau once member ak introduce novel 5tahun 5bulan ni. then kebetulan habeh UPS sem 2,ak rasa sgt borink n ak pon mtk la nk pnjm novel hlovate dr member ak yg mmg killer fan la..huhu.. 1st page ak baca wow!! amazing..so i kept reading it till d last page n d conclusion is - FUHH!!! laen dr yg laen n sgt2 BEST!!!

ok ni 1st novel dia n 1st novel yg ak bc gak..hehe..citer dia sal Johanna/Jo/Ana, dia ni 19thn n medic student.so smntara nk menunggu twrn ke overseas dia keja jd org gaji kat sebuah umh ni. majikan dia ni ada 4 org ank:Along,Apeh,Nani n Nina. byk bnda yg berlaku n Jo yg takut nk brcinta tlh brstuju menerima lamaran dr Along..haha..d funniest part is bila Jo nk bg tnda soh Along dtg meminang dia..hehe..

sbnrnya novel ni adalah smbungan dr novel [Tunas] tp hlovate publish dulu citer nie..so ak start dr novel dlu la.ok hero dia nm Benz Alif/Benz/Aie n heroin lak nm Addin Shah/Didi.diaowg nie wktu skol mmg mcm anjing n kucing n pendek kata xpenah nya berada dlm keadaan baek2 la..tp diaowg kena kahwin ats plhn keluarga.Didi yg xbley lgsg nk tgk muka Benz ni kena gak kahwin slps abg kembar dia Kucai yg hmpr2 nk meninggal wat request.so episod br brmula n cinta dlm ati mula menguntum..hehe

yg ni la novel [Tunas],hlovate wat novel nie pas byk fans dia nk tau citer sbnr disebalik pergaduhan Benz n Didi wktu skol dlu.so sumer da dlm novel ni br A smpai la ke Z.novel nie mmg best cz dia cter sal bdk2 skol yg otak sempoi n selamba pny..hehe

Rooftop Rant nie sal Trisy yg kaya tp kurg perhatian dr keluarga dia n Jade yg dtg dr keluarga sdrhana n ckup kasih syg juz parents dia x support mnt dia. diaowg 1st jmpa kat rooftop sebuah bgunan n new friendship built there. Trisy try nk brubh jd baek bila kena stay dgn grandparents dia,Jade yg mngejar cita2 as a cartoonist,byk bnda berlaku yg merubah hidup diaowg mnjd much better,n after long period diowg bertemu blk dgn mnjd org br..hehe..

nie latest novel.ak xbc ag cz xjmpa2 ag novel nie..hope best la kan..but hlovate xpnh mngecewakan peminat2 dia..hehe

novel ni combination of 3 writers. ak xpasti hlovate pny citer tajuk pe.. ak rs Schubert's Serenade.citer sal adk n abg yg berlainan mak n bapa but bcome a family sbb mak pmpuan tuh kahwin dgn ayh laki tu..d ending quite sad cz abg dia mati!!!! owh tidak..abg dia sweet sgt2~

haa yg nie pon combination of 3 writers= Pelangi ~ tp ak xingt r hlovate pny citer cz bertindih dgn Syud pny..hehe..btw kalu nk tau lebih lanjut bc r sndiri ekk..hehe

last word:-) novel hlovate nie bknnya mcm novel2 laen yg lovey dovey mushy watsoever tu tp novel dia da msg yg tersirat n hanya org yg bc je ley tau pa bnda tuh..so kalu nk tau bc la ekk..slalunya Nur Afiqah Jamali/ Pqah yg sponsor novel hlovate dia kat ak tp disebabkan kitaowg dah berada jauh so ak kena gak cr novel2 hlovate nie..huhu..nk wat koleksi..

..:: WhEN GirL LOvES GuY... ::..

Guys.
realize that the girl holding onto u..
is PERFECT in their own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...

Always remember that.
She can always walk away and up,
getting someone else who can love her more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for you.

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving
her now,
fufill her every need and love her as much as she
loves you.

Understand that.

Girls have a huge guilty concience.
...imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing
another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel guilty?

She loves you not because you are good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car or bike.

It's because..
she loves you.... n FOR YOU.
she loves the way you laugh,
the way you sleep,
the way you hug and hold her,
make every little bad thing go away.
That's why she loves you.
Always remember that.

There might be another guy...
who wants to have what you have.
So dun let relationships run wrong.
You might never have another chance with that
girl.
Dun regret when you lost a gem..

sooo meaningful to me~ weeeee... =D

..:: A guy's love..so sweet... ::..

A guy's love...
20 signs: When a guy loves you..

1) The guy who loves you, can't tell you the reason
why he loves you. He, himself knows that, in his
eyes, you are the only one.

2) The guy who loves you, actually always makes
you mad, but he does not know what stupid thing
didhe do, as everything he does, he thinks it is for
your own good.

3) The guy who loves you, seldom praise you , but
in his heart, you are the best, only he knows it.

4) The guy who loves you, will scold or complaint if
you didn't reply his message and others, because
he cares.

5) The guy who loves you , only drop his tears in
front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are
touching his heart , the heart which beats for you.

6) The guy who loves you , will remember every
word u said , even its accidentally. And he will
always use the words in the nick of time.

7)The guy who loves you, will not give any
promises that easily, because he doesn't want to
break the promises, he wants you to believe him
and he wants to give you the happiest and safest
life ever after.

8) The guy who loves you, always tell you not to
think too much, because he already plans it for
you, he wants to give you the best life in the
future, he wants to give you a surprise, believe
that he can do it.

9) The guy who loves you, maybe can't remember
special occasions like some kind of anniversary,
but , he does know that, every second he lives,
he's loving you, no matter what day is that day.

10)The guy who loves you, won't say " I love you"
that easily, because everything he does for you is
showing that he loves you already, but he will only
tell the words at a special situation, because he
does not want you to misunderstand, he wants
you
to know that he loves you.

11) The guy who really loves you, will feel that,
sometimes, some things have to be told for only
once, because he thought that u might already
understand him, if he talks too much, he will feel
that there is nothing you will cherish.

12) The guy who loves you, will go to the airport to
fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call
you darling like what you expect but he will carry
your luggage and ask you " Why are you
becoming
that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

13) The boy who loves you, will listen quietly to
you, when you are mad, and when you have
finished talking, he will say, You still have class
tomorrow, sleep earlier. with a smile.

14) The boy who loves you, doesn't know that
whether he should call you when you are angry,
but he will send a message to you after a few
hours, if you ask him why he calls that late, he will
say, When you are angry, my explanation are all
rubbish. But only when you calm yourself down,
my explanation will really works.

15) The boy who loves you, always call you little
girl, but every time he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

16) The guy who loves you, doesn't like little toys
like teddy bears, but he will always put the bear
you give him on his bed.

17) The guy who love you, while quarreling, he will
apologize uncontrollably, although you are the one
who's wrong, and later, he will send a message to
you with " Baby, actually you know its your fault,
you know it yourself "

18) The guy who loves you, while really misses
you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait
you stupidly under your apartment but he never
knew, what he bought was daisies, but that doesn't
matter, because in his heart, that's roses.

19) The guy who loves you, seldom says sweet
words, but you know, his kisses already transfer
all his passion to you.

20) The guy who loves you , if he can't always see
you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to
have any time to remember you, because he
knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until
he could do nothing.

oookk.. im much UNDERSTAND now..=))

..:: Pertanyaan Untuk CINTA ::..

Adakah tapak tanganmu berkeringat, hatimu berdebar kencang dan
suaramu
tersekat di dadamu?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu SUKA.

Adakah kamu tidak dapat melepaskan pandangan mata darinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu NAFSU.

Adakah kamu menginginkannya kerana kamu tahu ia ada di sana?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESEPIAN.
Adakah kamu mencintainya kerana itulah yang diinginkan semua
orang?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESETIAAN

Adakah kamu tetap mengatakan kamu menyintainya kerana kamu tidak
ingin melukai hatinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu BELAS KASIHAN.

Adakah kamu menjadi miliknya kerana pandangan matanya membuat
hatimu
melompat?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu TERGILA-GILA.

Adakah kamu memaafkan kesalahannya kerana kamu mengambil berat
tentangnya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu PERSAHABATAN.

Adakah kamu mengatakan padanya bahawa setiap hari hanya dia yang
kamu
fikirkan?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu DUSTA.

Adakah kamu rela memberikan semua perkara yang kamu senangi untuk
kepentingan dirinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KEMURAHAN HATI.

Tetapi

Adakah kamu tetap bertahan kerana campuran antara kesakitan dan
kegembiraan yang membutakan dan tak terfahami ... menarikmu
mendekati dan tetap bersamanya?
ITULAH CINTA.


Apakah kamu menerima kesalahannya kerna itu bahagian dirinya dan
siapa
dirinya?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.


Adakah kamu tertarik dengan orang lain tapi setia dengannya tanpa
penyesalan?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.


Adakah kamu menangis kerana kesakitannya walaupun saat itu dia
kuat?
ITULAH CINTA.


Adakah hatimu sakit dan hancur ketika dia bersedih?
ITULAH CINTA.


Adakah hatimu gembira ketika dia berbahagia?
ITULAH CINTA.


Adakah matanya melihat hatimu dan menyentuh jiwamu begitu
mendalam
sehingga menusuk?
Yang demikian itulah namanya CINTA.

test again??

kelmarin ak da test MunsyI(Malaysian University System Inventory)..so for those yg nk msuk USM u must take for that test..soalan dia ntahpapetah..1question yg paaaaaaaling xley blah is ' saya akan memilih sendiri jodoh saya'..haha..ak gelak on d spot kat ctu gak..lwk tol..neway ak jmpa siha..arghhhh!!! miss her badly.. >3

a month b4 final exam(i guess) my mom fell sick. so sebelah bdn dia kebas n nearly paralysed..now she's getting healthy n recover. only her eye has quite problem due to d kebas yg mak alami kan. everyday she will talk bout her eye,bla.bla. even ak kdg2 rs bosan kena dgr tp ak wat bodo je..bak kata Sinchan-cool je- hahaha.. n mak gak agk pelupa sket skang. dia pnh tny sumting kat ak n after 10 to 15 mins dia tny ag skali kat ak d same thing.. ak dah realized bnda ni so smlm ms abah picked me up after d test we're talk bout mak.so abah kata ' angpa sumer kena fhm la mak sakit,sabar je la,sumtimes dia xsedar pa yg dia sndiri ckp sbb urat saraf dia trggu sbb dia kebas sebelah bdn'.. so abh pon ckp kalu bley dont hurt her feeling,n always remind her everytime she make mistakes. kdg2 ak cam xdpt nk kwl 'angin' ak tp bila pkir2kan blk ms ak kck2 dlu mak ak jg ja ak kalu ak wat perangai ke,bla,bla, (xla wat jht sgt cz ak nie baek..hehehe) so ak pon kena r rilek jer kalu mak jd cmnie even ak n abg agk kck ati sumtimes bila mak asyk sebut k.ngah yg bw mak p cni,sna,k.ngah tu,k.ngah ni,bla.bla.bla. but ak cool jer la(bak kata sinchan ag.haha.). ye la abg n kak long yg plg byk jg dia wktu dia mula2 skt terok dlu then she keeps remember other person,sp xkck ati kan??? tp biar jala..now ak juz doa agr mak cpt sembuh n bcome healthy like b4..

lots of luv, Laila

60 things a girl wants but wont ask for!!

60 THINGS A GIRL WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her everywhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her

27. DON'T cheat on her!

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

46. Rub her back--feels good

47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute

48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D

49. Let her sit on your lap

50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.

51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.

52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL

53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.

54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.

55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.

56. Kiss her in the rain.

57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.

58. Slow dance with no music

59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.

60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. :D

ps: taken from Nana's blog.. i hope i'll find sum1 like diz dat can take care of me,luv me n caring for me sooooooooooooooo much! >3

23rd April 2010~

haha..ari ni ak msk. nak tau menu apa? daging masak bukhari.ha.ha.ha. siyes la mmg ak msk.. sedap gila!! haha.. mak kata xlalu nk mkn mskn dia so ak la yg kena msk..huhuhuh~

nk dgr citer lwk x? about my lil bro.. dia br form 2 so br nk baligh..hahaha.. dia cam xdpt nk timer suara dia akn berubah mnjadi garau. 1 nite ari tu dia tny da x ubt batuk,so ak agk hairan la kan nape dia mtk cz dia xbatuk pon. so ak ckp la " sjk bila lak ang batuk ni?? suara org dah baligh mmg cm tuh la kalu ang telan ubt batuk 10 botol pon xkan tukar pny suara ang, timer je la..haha" .. then dia jwb," adk sakit tekak la".. n ak teruskan dgn ketawa ak..HAHAHAHA!!!!

smlm ak chat dgn abg sepupu ak- Abg An-.. sempat gak la berwebcam dgn dia jap. then tb2 dia tny ak, " kalu Abg An nk msuk AF thn dpn ok x?" so ak pon trkejut n cam besa gelak r kan..hahaha..ak kata la, "sejak bila Abg An pndai nyanyi nie??" then dia kata,"tu la xpnh amek tau bakat Abg An ni.." haha.. siyesly dat time mmg ak lupa yg dia ni ada band sndiri- WakeUpLately- huhhuhu~ so ak kata kat dia," Laila sokong jer n kalu dpt msuk nnt jgn lupa mention nm Laila skali" hehehe.. sempat ag tuh..

as usual ari ni mmg xwat pape.. tgh ari anta adk g skol,ptg g amek dia,bgn pg kemas umah,msk,tgk tv,surf tenet jap,usha novel,mags,etc.. bnda ni la yg ak akn wat smpai bulan 6 nnt..hahaha~

kadang2~

kadang2;

Laila jd sgt moody,

Laila jd sgt gila,

Laila jd sgt manja,

Laila jd sgt emo,

Laila jd sgt hepy,

Laila jd sgt blur,

Laila jd sgt pemalu,

Laila jd sgt pelupa,

Laila jd sgt jeles,

Laila jd sgt cool,

Laila jd sgt rindu,

Laila jd sorg yg sgt susah nk fhm,

Laila nk sgt to be alone,

Laila nk rs disayangi oleh luver,

Laila rs cam tamau hidup,

Laila rs nk jd robot,

Laila tamau lukakan hati org,

Laila nk hidup in my own world,

Laila sunyi sorg2,

Tapi Laila kan manusia biasa,mst kena adapt dgn sumer bnda nie n i cant be perfect all d times even i want to..

so Laila juz nk org trima Laila seadanya cz THIS IS ME!!!

saya XPUAS HATI!!!

mmg xpuas ati bila apa yg kita mtk tp xdpt..alaa..ak mtk pusat MunsyI ak kat skol lama ak,alih2 dpt kat skol laen..member ak pon sm..wth..jauh kot nk pi..ni yg wat ak bengang nie..aiyoo!!!

One Last Cry

My shattered dreams and broken heart

Are mending on the shelf

I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else

Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone

I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do

But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind

I�ve gotta put you outta my mind this time

Stop living a lie

I guess I�m down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there

Guess we never could agree

While the sun shines on you

I need some love to rain on me

Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone

Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do

But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind

I�ve gotta put you outta my mind this time

Stop living a lie

I know I gotta be strong

Cause round me life goes on and on and on

And on.....

I�m gonna dry my eyes

Right after I had my

One last cry

*lagu ni aku dedicated kt diri ak sndiri wktu ak br pas break..hehe..it really2 suits me up..lagu ni byk version sbnrnya but im more prefer Micky Yuchoon from DBSK version.. maybe i adores him...hahaha..try la dgr.. quite interesting for those who juz break up...

Hola!Hola!Hola!

akhrnya..berjaya gak ak nk wat blog nie..huhu...sj jer terasa nk buat even sedar diri ni sbnrnya mls sgt nk menaip..prefer citer than type kan?? tp bia la..kalu ak rs nk update ak update kalu x x la..blog ak kan..huhu..neway,hmmm..notin to say much but actlly i juz want to say I AM SOOOOOOO LAZY BUM TO FINISH UP ALL MY STUDIES coz next week is my FINAL EXAMMMMM!!!!! so how it goes..huhu~ so nk kena stdy if u want a GOOD result..hailo jgn maen2 la Laila..final n laast..very d last u have to strive kt mtrk lorh..aiyakk!! tp mls meyh....nk wt cmner??? by hook or by crook cr gak u pny En RAJIN ok?? ahh..sudah..ak dah melalut lebey2 nie..ntahpapetah..so adios la..nk smyg n go to find my En RAJIN..hehe..

Adiose~