rant out Laila!

urghh!!!! i cry again last night...

i've promised myself to not let my tears down again..

i want to be strong..

but what had happened last night...

make me feel so miserable..

God! please give me strength..

You have given me such hard tests...

i have to take it eventhough i wont...

what should i do??

being in this situation made me feel sooooo sad..

damn sad....

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Notis: it's not about lovey-dovey things.. that thing has doesnt meant anything to me now..